"In life, you met a lot of people. You fall in love, dated someone for years and it didn't work out. But, never give up on love. It will be there for you. It is just a matter of time for you to meet up the one, the final one."
Majlis Berbuka Puasa MCKK Class of 2003 #1 details:
Date: 31st August 2009 Day: Monday Venue: Homst Restaurant (Chinese Muslim Cuisine), No.48, Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr. Ismail, 60000 KL (Please find attached Google Maps at the bottom of this entry) Price: RM23/pax (Please deposit RM20 for reservation purpose)
Guests list: 1. Todd 2. Awan 3. Jae 4. Emir 5. Bal 6. Bal (girlfriend) 7. Locky 8. Locky (girlfriend) 9. Butet 10. Usin 11. Ajim 12. CJ 13. Dannie 14. Zarep 15. Leman 16. Shidan 17. Hisham 18. Que 19. Tee Jay 20. Gbx 21. Ijat 22. Ijat (girlfriend) 23. Apeq 24. Apeq (girlfriend) 25. Banuk 26. Pai 27. Mabo 28. Muk 29. Cibo 30. Mon 31. Gona 32. Nad 33. Budin 34. Mik 35. Paan 36. Gochi 37. Matoq 38. Amir Hafiz
Interested to join? Please confirm your attendance latest by 30th August 2009, 5 p.m. by deposit RM20 to my account number: Maybank: 164388754916 CIMB: 04070023517528 Once you've deposited the money (RM20), please SMS me at +60129313180.
Please find attached, the maps of the venue (zoom in sequence): If you still can't find the direction, just give me a call once you reach TTDI.
Facebook status: Ameirul Azraie says "Booooo to the training life." "How I wish my father is the CEO of Technip."
Mohd Rasyid comment: "Why don't you become the CEO?"
Fara Fatihah analogy: "I believe that life should come in stages. Just like climbing a ladder. You need to start from below one by one. Yes sometimes you can take bigger step. Skipping one or two but you can't go more than you can afford."
Ameirul Azraie reply: "Yeah, I agree with you. But, people like me, we don't climb a ladder, we run on the escalator."
Just do whatever you wanna do. As long as you are honest and take it as ibadah, everything will be just fine. You're still young, full of energy and passion. So, just go and run and run harder until you reach the rainbow, until you grab the stars in the sky. God bless you.
I'm planning to organize Majlis Berbuka Puasa for MCKK Class of 2003. Event details are as follow:
Date: 31st August 2009 Day: Monday Venue: Homst Restaurant, Taman Tun Dr. Ismail (TTDI) Type of Food: Chinese Muslim Cooking e.g. Butter Chicken, Steam Fish etc. Speciality: Dessert - Sago Mango Lolo Price: Estimated to be around RM30/pax (depends on how much and what type of dishes we order)
Interested to join? Confirm your attendance before 27th August 2009 by deposit RM20 to my account number: Maybank: 164388754916 CIMB: 04070023517528
Once you've deposited the amount of RM20, please SMS me at +60129313180.
Aku: Ayah, thank you so much for making it to my Convo Day. Thank you for everything!
Ayah: You're welcome. Ayah has to thank you too for being such a wonderful son eventhough there are times WE didn't treat you well. Ayah is so happy for you, for what you've achieved and hope more great things will come, Insha'ALLAH. Congratulations on this special event of your life and my life too.
Aku: Ayah, I just want you to know that I can survive with my own money. I have my own t-shirt label. I will do whatever it takes to earn my own money. You don't need to worry about me, anymore. What I need from you is to pray for me that Allah will provide me rezeki yang luas. That's all I need.
When I feel hurt, I made it public. So, I guess, you deserve a public apologize from me. I'm sorry for my behavior. Sorry for all the cursing. I know I shouldn't do that to my bros but I just voicing out what is inside my heart + mind. I know I'm getting busy lately but please know that my bros are always in my heart + mind. Things change as we grow up. I also miss the time we used to 'lepak' sampai Subuh, laughing at all the jokes about our old days. Yeah, I miss, really miss that time but I guess, now, all of us have the responsibility as an adult. I love you, I always do. Please accept my sincere apology.
Yeah, people might think that I'm being emotional without any valid reasons. But, brutally truth, I do have my own reasons. I believe that best friends are the greatest thing that ever happened in my life. I value my best friends as my own blood, my own siblings. Yes, seriously. I always keep in mind that I will do anything and everything for my friends that I regard as my own brother, if they are in trouble etc.
When I'm fuckingly and brutally busy with my examination, I can still go in and out from Rector's Office for few times just to make sure that my brother get the chance to continue his study in UTP.
When I'm fuckingly and brutally tired, I can still drive with my own expenses just to help my brother getting his resume done because I'm so worried of him not getting a job.
When I can choose just to ignore my brother, I choose not to do it. Instead I support them by any means.
But, what did I get in return? I don't ask them to get me a job when I graduated. I don't ask for their money when I'm struggling for my own expenses to live in Kuala Lumpur. I don't ask them to come and meet me at my place because I know they have money and time constraints.
What I'm asking is just a little understanding. That's all. Not much to ask right?
What I hope to get when we meet is to catch up and have a good conversation rather mocking me from the beginning until the end of the conversation. That's all. Still, not much to ask right?
Please, I'm begging you, don't simply assume, don't simply judge just by reading my blog and Facebook.
Aku rindu masa lepas, masa aku berusia belasan tahun. Aku rindu waktu dahulu yang sudah berlalu pergi, waktu yang sama seperti sekarang, 3.25 pagi, 4 tahun yang dulu. Aku rindu zaman muda remaja, zaman tanpa pikul apa-apa tanggungjawab, lepak minum di kedai mamak bergelak ketawa tanpa henti sehingga Subuh. Aku rindu masa itu, aku rindu waktu itu, aku rindu zaman itu.
I heard u are looking for a driver. Do you still has the vacancy? I can drive 140/hour, I can wake up as early as 5am, I can make roti bakar kaya+hot tea for breakfast, I can sing, I can make stupid jokes so you won't feel bored if we stuck in the traffic and most importantly my service is payable not by cash. Oh oh, I graduated with LLB (Hons) and I can wink at the police traffic in case we get summoned. Hope to hear from u soon.
Tak banyak yang berlaku hari ini. Sama seperti semalam, aku pergi kerja menaiki kereta tapi kali ini dengan Greeny 9746 dan bukannya Wuffy 111. Wuffy 111 sudah diambil balik oleh tuan empunya yang perlu ke Sepang pada hari ini. Hari ini aku tidak keseorangan kerana aku ditemani teman yang aku ambil di Kelana Jaya untuk sama-sama ke SHRDC.
Kelas dari jam 9 pagi hingga 5 petang. Aku belajar tentang asas Project Management. Terasa seperti masuk sekolah balik, mungkin lebih teruk daripada budak sekolah sebab masa yang diperuntukkan untuk rehat adalah terhad. Tapi, yang bagusnya adalah, kami dibayar untuk belajar dan diakhir nanti akan diberikan satu sijil yang diiktiraf dalam industri oil & gas.
Yeah, I guess, that's all for the second day of my training. Ouh, I also got some assignment that I need to submit in the next two days. Now, I don't have anyone that I can copy from. Damn it!
I met new people. Got to know few names like Vijay, Hafez, Sathiya, Nazim, Syauqi, Hafeza. It's hard to remember all of their names on the first day because I'm suck with names.
Nothing much happened on the first day. Just an introduction about SHRDC and the INSEP Program specifically on Piping System Design that I'm gonna learn for the next 364 days.
The good thing is now, after meeting all these people that were selected for this program, deep inside my heart, I feel so proud of myself for manage to secure 1 spot out of 17 available spot and looking at all those people backgrounds/resumes, there are really 'someone'.
I already got my schedule which is worst than fucking hell, tighter than school/university timetable. I need to come for training on 4th till 11th August before I get my off day on 12th August. Yeah, Saturday, 8th August and Sunday, 9th August, the classes are as usual when I thought I'm entitled for two days of weekend. Damn it!
P/S: I need my off day soon because I want to go out to see my angel. Please GOD? :)
Buku yang aku karang selama 23 tahun kini aku tutup. Buku yang penuh dengan suka dan duka. Buku yang penuh dengan tawa dan tangis. Buku yang penuh dengan seribu satu emosi seorang anak kecil yang merangkak belajar mengenali erti kehidupan. Buku ini aku tutup dan aku letak rapi di bahagian rak buku untuk dijadikan panduan di masa hadapan, untuk aku dan mereka yang lain.
Aku ambil buku baru yang masih kosong, putih bersih tiada kesan contengan. Aku tuliskan tarikh hari ini, 3 Ogos 2009. Tarikh keramat, tarikh azimat yang akan aku ingat dan kenang sampai bila-bila. Tarikh yang bakal menjadi satu kenangan dalam lipatan sejarah hidup aku. Detik, masa dan ketika yang akan menentukan siapa aku di masa hadapan.
Aku ucapkan selamat datang kepada permulaan hidup baru. Hidup sebagai seorang Trainee in Piping Design yang bakal aku tempuhi selama 365 hari. Akan aku pastikan buku baru ini akan aku tulis dengan baik. Baik tidak bermaksud tiada salah, tiada kesan conteng atau tiada kesan liquid paper. Tapi baik bermaksud agar apa yang ditulis akan sentiasa membawa kepada sesuatu yang menarik, sesuatu yang mencabar, sesuatu yang akan memberi makna kepada kehidupan aku. Lalui kehidupan tanpa sebarang penyesalan.
Aku hanya mahu lakukan yang terbaik. Dan dengan itu, aku sambut kedatangan engkau, 3 Ogos 2009. Selamat datang 3 Ogos 2009!
"Woman was created from the rib of man. Not from his head to be above him. Nor his feet to be walked upon. But from his side to be equal. Near his arm to be protected. And close to his heart to be loved."
"Please convey my many thanks to Fara for being so kind to my dearest son. Insha'Allah, everything gonna be fine as the way you want it to be."
The message sent by my father touched us so much. Ouh, by the way, after reading the message that was sent by my father, I guess, I got the touch to write all the nota cinta to Fara Fatihah from my father. Yeah, it runs in the family.
P/S: Ayah, please know that I love you so much. And, I promise you that I will take care of you till the last day of your life.
PAPAR 1 Ogos - Kerajaan akan terus mempertahankan penggunaan Akta Keselamatan Dalam Negeri (ISA) walaupun mendapat tentangan hebat daripada pembangkang.
Menteri di Jabatan Perdana Menteri, Datuk Seri Mohamed Nazri Abdul Aziz berkata, akta itu amat penting kerana terbukti mampu memberikan kestabilan dan keamanan kepada negara.
Justeru, katanya, kerajaan tidak akan sesekali berkompromi dengan pihak yang cuba untuk mansuhkan akta tersebut.
Selagi ada langit, selagi ada bintang, selagi itu ISA tidak akan dihapuskan dan saya nak beritahu bahawa pembangkang bermimpi di siang hari sahaja.
"Saya jamin sebagai menteri yang bertanggungjawab terhadap perundangan, kerajaan bukan sahaja tidak pernah terfikir untuk menghapuskan ISA malah mana-mana usaha termasuk usul yang dibawa pembangkang di Dewan Rakyat kita tidak akan tunduk," katanya.
Sekarang aku benar-benar keliru. Kedua-dua suratkhabar ini milik kerajaan 1Malaysia. Tapi yang semalam ditulis dengan seribu satu janji oleh bos kerajaan 1Malaysia yang ISA sedang dikaji. Lain pula ceritanya hari ini apabilan anak buah kepada bos kerajaan 1Malaysia berkata dengan lantang di Papar yang ISA tidak akan dihapuskan sama sekali. Apa gunanya ISA dikaji jika sudah awal-awal lagi dinyatakan yang ISA tidak akan dihapuskan/dimansuhkan?
Sometimes, I feel what I have with you now is like a dream. Everytime I stare at you, I'm afraid you just a dream that sooner or later will fade away and I'm back in my own reality. Well if there will be a time I'm a bit cold or stuck in my own world, that means I'm scared. I'm scared of losing you, I'm scared that it will end soon. I'm just so glad having you around. I'm just so blessed with a guy like you. Please know that you have my heart, you have my whole heart and I'm just looking forward to each new day and future with you.
I just want you to know something. Like you, once I love someone, I really devote myself to that person. And i just want you to know, whatever difficulties, whatever hurdle that we will be facing, I will always stay by your side and I know you are going to do the same too. And when I say you have my heart, I really mean it.
"Aku hanya mahu dengar suara-nya, dengus nafas-nya, gelak-tawa-nya, giggle comel-nya. Atau sekurang-kurang-nya, hanya biar-kan aku sahaja yang berkata-kata, dan hanya dia sahaja yang mendengar-nya." -paranoiasemalam-