Kehidupan dan ketidakpastian.

Kakak: "Bila awak habis belajar eh?"

Aku: "Kalau tak ada apa-apa, hujung bulan Mei ni habis la belajar. Kenapa?"

Kakak: "Ooo. Tak ada apa-apa. I just want to buy another house. Awak dah habis belajar and dah kerja nanti, nak suruh awak re-finance balik kondo tu atas nama awak."

Aku: "Hurmmm...Re-finance tu tak ada masalah, tapi kerja tu la yang tak dapat lagi."

P/S: Give me some job, please? -- With big salary is even better --

Rawak.

It's now 2nd of May. Sedar tak sedar, I'll be graduating in less then a month. Masa berlalu pantas, seperti yang aku harapkan. I'm just too tired to live my life as a student at UTP which make it worst, I guess, isn't it? I just want to get out from this small box and get into other bigger boxes which will bring more challenge and excitement. Seriously, I just want to finish study as soon as possible with a hope that I do not need to come back anymore.

Anyway, life is always great for me. I'm feel so happy right now, at this moment. Aku dikelilingi dengan kawan-kawan yang sentiasa ada bila aku memerlukan pertolongan. But, lately, people keep asking me when I want to have a girlfriend. And, to that question, aku jawab, "Just wait and see, it will happen someday, somehow." I believe the moment will come, no doubt.

Iklan di bawah ini sudah obsolete, penyewa telah berjaya dicari dengan bayaran sewa yang paling mahal. Kondo ini akan disewakan kepada kolej yang akan menempatkan bakal jururawat seramai 6-8 orang dalam satu rumah. Hopefully, they are all like angel in heaven. Baru seronok aku mahu datang melawat jika mereka ada apa-apa masalah yang berkaitan dengan kondo yang disewa.

Anyway, I have just coming back from that condo. I cleaned up my condo and my sister cleaned up her condo. But we didn't manage to finish it just now. Esok pagi kena sambung balik sebelum aku balik ke UTP -- "Boleh tak jika aku habiskan sebulan sebelum tamat belajar di KL je?" --

Ouh, yeah. One more thing, I'll be featured in the Star newspaper around May/June. Hopefully, this time around, it'll also featured my face, nak juga rasa jadi celebrity sekali-sekala.

Jalan.

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I

I took the one less travelled by,

And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost-

Read this and make sure you are a different person when you get up tomorrow morning.

Bedtime Song.

Enjoy the song.

Good night people.

Madidus.

Buka Google Talk, aku nampak bos aku online. Saja ingin bertanya khabar, aku pm dia.

Aku: "Hi bos, how are you nowadays? I hope you are fine."

KS: "Yeah, I'm fine. And you?"

Aku: "I'm fine as always. How's business?"

KS: "Business is okay. Get a few new projects."

Aku: "Ouh, good for you. By the way, I heard that your car have been stolen. I'm sorry to hear that. Hope the insurance company can compensate you."

KS: "Ooo..Actually the car is not being stolen. I just missed place the car."

Aku: "Ha ha ha..Aiyoo. Big thing like car can also missed place eh?"

KS: "Yeah, that's the consequence for too much drinking last night."

Aku: "Ooo..No wonder.."

Perihal Nafiz.

Last night, when we just finished our late dinner, one of the twins (Nafiz) come to my mom and said "Nenek, I like to write. Let me write something for you."

My mom just said, "Yes, Nafiz. You write first and let me read it after that."

For a moment Nafiz wrote something on his book and then showed it to my mom. And my mom read it out loud. "Nenek is crying bikos nenek is fat."

When my mom finished read her last sentence, all of us just laughed, because of the statement is so not related and because the way he spelled 'bikos'.

After all, you are still the funny and evil twins! :)

Album: Whitewater Rafting @ Sg. Selangor

For more photos, you guys can view at: Whitewater Rafting @ Sg. Selangor

Album: Waqeef

Hawa tercipta di dunia untuk menemani sang Adam,
Begitu juga dirimu tercipta tuk temani aku.
-Dua Sejoli by Dewa-

Bakat terpendam.

Bangun pagi jam 12.12 p.m. Masuk bilir air, aku kencing dan gosok gigi.

Sambil gosok gigi, aku dah terfikir nak makan apa untuk breakfast.

Kakak dan keluarga tiada di rumah. Balik ke Melaka sempena Chinese New Year.

Bibik yang tak pandai masak itu pun ikut serta balik Melaka.

Selesai di bilik air, aku turun ke dapur.

Buka peti sejuk bahagian atas, cari apa-apa yang boleh dimasak.

Sosej habis, ayam pun habis. Yang tinggal hanya ikan.

"Takkan aku nak masak ikan?" keluh aku dalam hati.

Aku buka peti sejuk bahagian bawah, aku capai 2 biji telur.

"Masak scramble egg ok gak ni," kata aku.

Aku capai kuali letak atas dapur, nyalakan api dan tuang minyak.

2 biji telur tadi aku pecahkan, aku tambah sedikit garam.

Aku ambil bawang kecil dan kupas sebelum aku potong dan masukkan sekali ke dalam telur.

Hasilnya scramble egg yang sedap.

Dah, aku lapar, nak makan scramble egg yang sedap.

Album: KLPac Open Day'09.

Jae & Yeow Mei Lyn

Shazwan, Yuna & Jae

Afun, Arai, Jae & Dan

Jae & Huda

Jae, Kuman & Shazwan

Aku, kau dan masa depan.

By umur kita 30 tahun, kita mesti dah jadi someone, somebody. Ok bro? :)

P/S: Jangan minum air kencing setan lagi, tak bagus, tuhan marah.

Great news for me, bad news for him; I guess so.

Hammad Hazim will be joining me at UTP.

I just can say to him, "Welcome to hell my friend. Hopefully you can adapt yourself here."

Yes man!

Resolusi tahun baru 2009 yang agak terlambat 17 hari.

Katakan YA kepada semua perkara. 

Semoga perkara yang baik-baik akan berlaku terhadap aku.

Hopefully.

Nasihat seorang ayah kepada anaknya.

Balik kerja aku berbaring di katil. Jam sudah pukul 7.30 malam.

Badan terasa penat. Dalam otak banyak benda yang difikirkan.

Kalau tengok muka di cermin waktu ini, pasti nampak seperti orang baru kalah judi.

"Banyak benda yang perlu diselesaikan ni sebelum mula semester baru ni," getus aku dalam hati.

Ayah yang dari tadi berada di dalam bilik air membuka pintu bilik air, sudah siap mandi membersihkan diri.

"Kenapa muka cam banyak masalah je?" tanya ayah aku meneka.

"Hurm, cam banyak benda nak kena fikir, banyak benda nak kena buat..," keluh aku pada ayah minta simpati.

"Kalau ada masalah, minta tolong kat Allah dengan solat. Insya Allah, selesai semua masalah tu nanti. Dah la tu, pergi mandi dan solat Maghrib," kata ayah dengan tenang.

"Baik bos!" kata aku sambil bangun dan capai tuala menuju ke bilik air.

Quote for today.

"The harder, the better" -Hard Rock-

Still figuring out, is there any thing that is better when it is getting harder other than this.

Ooops, sorry.

Mengenai tarikh 21 March. Aku pelik, Facebook punya application boleh baca minda aku ke?

Duduk kat pejabat, bos tak ada. Aku bosan, layan Facebook. Buka sana, buka sini. 

Untuk isi masa lapang, aku buka application 'What Does My Birthday Mean'.

Aku masukkan tarikh lahir aku, 21 March. Kemudian keluar..

"You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream person is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the girl in your heart."

Habis baca, aku cubit pipi. Ingat aku tertidur depan pc dan mimpi siang hari.

Aku pelik sebab apa yang ditulis sama dengan apa yang jadi kat aku.

Facebook ada pasang spy satu dunia ke?

Bukan senang nak jadi senang.

Tangan lenguh.

Kaki cam dah nak tercabut.

Mata mengantuk.

Otak penat.

Badan letih.

Sudah tiba masa untuk berjogging.

Balik dari kerja aku check e-mail, reply komen kawan-kawan dekat Facebook. Sedang seronok buat kerja, Far tegur aku. Berbual kosong, cakap pasal malas nak balik UTP next week.

Aku: "Kau balik UTP bila?"

Far: "Aku balik 19 Jan, malam."

Aku: "Oo. Lambat gak. Aku malas la nak balik. Kalau sambung cuti sampai CNY tak leh ke? Ha ha ha.."

Far: "Ha ha ha..Setan kau, janganlah malas sangat."

Aku: "Tengoklah nanti macam mana nanti, kalau rajin aku balik la 18 Jan, kalau tak aku extend cuti sampai CNY la. Ha ha ha.."

Far: "Ok. Ok. Eyh, nak tanya sikitlah.."

Aku: "Apa dia?"

Far: "Aku rasa kau makin GEMUKlah dalam gambar Gtalk kau ni. Ke kau still membesar..?"

Aku: "Ha ha ha. Sial kau.."

Mesej Tahun Baru yang terlambat dua hari dan kenapa aku sayang dia.

Bangun pagi, aku pergi sarapan bersama ayah. Balik dari sarapan, aku bergolek-golek di ruang tamu sambil membaca Budak Getah no. 51 (Dah baca belum? Kalau belum, cepat baca. Ramai lanun-lanun baru yang kuat. Rugi kalau lambat baca!).

Yang aku tahu, seterusnya aku buka mata dan menggeliat, lihat jam tangan sudah pukul 2.30 petang. Lihat telefon bimbit, ada satu mesej Tahun Baru.

"Ini mungkin dah lambat, tapi tak kisahlah. Happy New Year to you. Manusia diberikan hanya satu peluang kehidupan dan kita hidup untuk lakukan apa yang kita mahu. Jangan sesat dengan pendirian yang lain. Jangan terikut dengan yang mengikut. Jadilah diri kita sendiri. We are the leaders. We are the trendsetters, fuck the rest. Live your life to the fullest and be what you have always wanted to be. Love."

Me too, i always love you and this kind of message is what make you special from the others. Hope to see you soon.

A boy and a man, part 2 (which is also the last part).

When he was totally drunk, Rama still talking about a boy and a man with regards to the golf course.

Rama: "A boy only have the passion for one hole but a man have the passion for 18 holes."

Me: *Nodded and laughed*